Hanging loose

Listening but not listening, talking but don't really know what you're saying, walking but not going anywhere you really want to go, smiling but not really feeling it, watching but not watching, caring but not really caring about it, eating but nothing really fills you, thinking but.. are you really thinking about it? You're not here not even there, not now- in the middle of nowhere, there's where you are, floating, waiting to someone who catch you while you're falling. So there you are, everybody's watching how you listen, talk, walk, smile, watch, eat.. but noone can see how do you think, can't they? That's the problem. Keep on thinking what you are thinking, keep on doing what you're doing; is easier that way to fall as much deep as you want.

I hate you alter-ego

In defense of our dreams

Es vital

Es obsesivo, es enfermizo, es maníaco, es problemático, es exasperante, irritante, es complicado, es distinto, ambiguo, es perturbador, paranoico, morboso, es orgulloso, caprichoso, es imprescindible, indispensable, esencial, es irremplazable. Pero cómo algo que me hace tan bien, puede ser todo eso? Bueno, lo es, pero al mismo tiempo es lo que lo hace interesante sino, en mi opinión, si no causaría ninguna de esas emociones, entonces no es verdadero- no tendría sentido sufrir tanto por algo que no tiene importancia. En realidad, es lo único en que tengo todas esas emociones, sensaciones y sentimientos juntos y no me interesa si duele o no, es parte del camino que yo elegí y estoy más que feliz por haberlo encontrado. Seguro hay caminos más fáciles, pero este es el mío y si no les gusta, qué lástima, no van a ser parte de ello- ya no me hago mucho problema.

Ever want to be free?
Do you even remember?
Did you ever believe?
Were you ever a dreamer?
Ever imagine heart open and free?
Did you ever deny?
Were you ever a traitor?
Ever in love with your blood, lust and need?

At the end of the rainbow found each other there/ strange, we never thought the colours would fade. Be easy to walk but it's much harder to stay- why, oh why are we reckless today? Could say that I'm sorry but there's no one to blame/ anger seems to dissolve into tears. Been so many good times, not only despair/somehow we'll find the love we can share. You and I make this life for each other because I believe we've got enough for when the sun doesn't shine/ You and I got to hold on together because in this life maybe the sun doesn't shine forever  

Darkness falls here comes the rain
To wash away the past and the names
Darkness fall here comes the rain
To end it all the blood and the games