Hanging loose

Listening but not listening, talking but don't really know what you're saying, walking but not going anywhere you really want to go, smiling but not really feeling it, watching but not watching, caring but not really caring about it, eating but nothing really fills you, thinking but.. are you really thinking about it? You're not here not even there, not now- in the middle of nowhere, there's where you are, floating, waiting to someone who catch you while you're falling. So there you are, everybody's watching how you listen, talk, walk, smile, watch, eat.. but noone can see how do you think, can't they? That's the problem. Keep on thinking what you are thinking, keep on doing what you're doing; is easier that way to fall as much deep as you want.

I hate you alter-ego